16mg Suboxone Per Day 5 Years To NOTHING! Terrifiedby waiting4
I made another appt. w/doctor for next Thursday, but as you can imagine I don't trust them with my health at this point. (they are only available on Thursdays).
I think I may need some Imodium soon. On hand I have a bottle of T-3s. Some nice scotch. Smokes. Anti-histamines, Excedrin©. Some blood pressure meds (begins with I), and a bundle of h on order if I need it.
I can contact my primary md or go to er if it gets bad. Right now I'm fine--no appetite, tired, anxiety, but manageable.
I'm expecting the worst to set-in soon-or not. i really don't know what to expect and one person said that there is a possibility that i may be "recovered", and NOT HAVE ANY WITHDRAWAL. (I'm not counting on that but I will try and give that a chance ha ha)
I hope that I am not posting in the wrong topic. If-so I can move this to another.
What I'm hoping for is a little advice. Main concerns are heart-attack or dehydration from vomiting and etc. sickness. Once I get that sick, (if ?)--it will be hard to get to a doctor. That's why I'm planning on getting the immodium as soon as I can. So that may help me at least get from a to b.
I'm 50 and have been taking the sub as perscribed for the past 5 years two 8mg per day--(sometimes 3-but no more than 60 per month so I'm considering a stable amount).
I actually started suboxone about a year after it was legal. Withdrew from it twice in those early days so problems may have been from H, Oxy's ...but 1st time that I stopped I was fine, just a weird withdraw and led back to using. (stupid I know). Second time was physically bad. ER. Could not get out of bed. had to throw bed away from body fluids...a mess. OK-Then I was on 2mg for two years but it turned out that my body was in a weird state of constant withdrawal from that and developed bad tachycardia. (heart rhythm problem). So, put on 16mg per day and here I am.
Did I mention that I am terrified? Rambling typing is one of my detox symptoms so I may become chatty. If so I have a story about local resources and trying to find alternative treatment. Lets put it this way. In my state, they collect billions in fines and that money is supposed to be used to help drug addicts. It pays salarys for these places to operate but they are not real helpful from what I've experienced so far. And yeah I am taking names and numbers and I may have a report for the governor's office after this.
Any replies appreciated. Thanks.
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